April 22, 2004 || Love Actually...

...is not in my life atm...I mean it's there in the form of friendships and such...but meh...ignore the above.
I got the DVD of Love Actually I watched it again with my mum and it was sooo funny because during all the bits of Judy and John my mum would cover my eyes and tell me "you shouldn't be watching this"...LOL! My mum usually says I shouldn't watch half the movies i do watch but she never forbids me. I lvoe my mum. I gave her a manicure...teeheehee!
Ok moving on...April is going to Phils next week...how sad...:(...she's going away for freaken two months...I bet my brother is thrilled coz now he can have Ed all to himself. Those gay lover-boys...hahahahahahaha...Yards told me Ed asked her to go to the Justin Timberlake concert with him and Boy [my brother] coz they both want to go but if they go without girls present they'd seem faggy. LOL! Homophobic I swear...
I haven't spoken to Julie in ages...its a freaken travesty I tell you. It's isn't right...It's not like I don't have the credit I just cant find the time...Im also always aware that Julie does have a life and I can't be buggin her every night...I know I know...she wouldn't care...she would honestly tell me if she was too busy to talk...thats what I lvoe about her...I just want to thank her and Kitty as well for hearing me out over my problems...it stinks having problems...and I want to get over them so when I do talk to Julie next I won't be moaning to her...there are so many more worthwhile things to talk about...like her life for example...I love her telling me stuff about whats going on with her coz her life is so much more dramatic than mine. And she always makes me feel like a good friend coz I can give advice, crappy advice but advice nevertheless.
Oh and to my other half...my soul mate...Yards...hahahahaha...you are sooo whipped...jokes...babe...I'm glad you trusted me even though I DID tell Carla...I just want you to know that you placed this thing on my shoulders...and remember what I told you when that whole thing with Camille and Ruther came into play? I don't know what to do when it comes to your relationship with Ruther. I lvoe you both so much and I can't give you advice to make you feel better when I'm always considering Ruther's feelings because I do lvoe him. And I suck at advice...but I'm glad you could turn to me in your time of need. Glad everythings ok though and remember I love you soooo much! You know that.
Yards and I are going on a holiday after Thanksgiving of course...don't want to be punished...we'll go to Brisbane...pop into Townsville to say Hi to Julie and just chill. The closest thing we've come to a getaway was to Canberra for an overnight...teeheehee...Norz was with us...we ditched her for hot chips...and hid in the tennis court...we were such bitches.
Hmmmm that's all...I wrote a rap song about my culture and my teacher said I have alot of hidden anger...my mum agreed. I swear I'm desperate to see a shrink...
Muah!

Posted by Kat at April 22, 2004 02:33 PM

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Posted by: Gem at April 25, 2004 11:32 PM

I asked my mum is I could get a pyschiatrist yesterday amoung a mist of tears... lol it was funny, I was like, 'There much be something wrong with me cause I keep making everyone around memiserable...' But it's all good for now, we hugged and everything was okay for a bit and then I went to a restaurant and a pub with my friends :) It was fun :)

Lol there is way too much to comment on above but just know I love you and you can talk to me? You never do :(

Posted by: Jade at April 26, 2004 12:00 AM

I wish I knew you more and I knew what to say...I wish you would talk to ma openly, like we know each other for years...I wish I could help you, and it pains me to know that I cannot for real...Anyway, I still feel for you, because for the very few I know about you, you rock and you deserve much, much love.

Posted by: Kat at April 26, 2004 11:08 AM

Omigosh! I lvoe you guys sooo much...and Gem you know I would tell you everything if I could and I would but you have your own problems and mine don't compare to the extent of yours...and I rather be there for you fully without having to think of myself all the time.

Jade...It's horrible...absolutely horrendous that we haven't connected in THAT way and I'm usually so good with meeting people and connecting...I blame it all on the lack of communication we have...we'll work it out because there's no-one I want to know better than you.
Muah!

Posted by: Gem at April 27, 2004 04:23 AM

Sweetheart don't be stupid, my problems can barely even be called problems! You can come to me about ANYTHING silly!

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