May 12, 2004 || I wanna be a supermodel

Ok so not really...but I seriously need to start dieting...well losing weight anyway...and it isn't because I'm conceited or depressed about the way I look or nothing like that. The truth is I'm fat. Not fat fat but fat enough that i can't fit into any of my clothes.
I don't like shopping for clothes as it is and I'm not going to waste my money buying new clothes just to fit me.
I WANT to wear the clothes that I bought at the States...I WANT to fit into my Gumby shirt without stretching poor Gumby. I WANT it back into my old jeans without tearing the seams.
I'm not depressed when I look at the mirror...but i do get depressed when all the nice clothes I have just don't fit me. As in I feel so suffocated because its too tight.
So no more buses...it's walking for me...eat healthily. Start eating cereal without pouring in the sugar. EAT breakfast so i don't overdo it during lunch and eat a small dinner. Exercise damnit! I should get my license so i can go back to swimming in the mornings instead of going to Uni to use the computers.
I'm determined...

Posted by Kat at May 12, 2004 11:19 AM

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