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Kat. 20. Saggo. Aussie/Filo. The Future Mrs. Daniel Radcliffe. Loves Harry Potter. Steven. Roswell. Online friends. Fanbolt. Blogging. Hates You! Muah!
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May 13, 2004 || Sick of it
I usually am a fantastic faker...I can fake-like someone for years...and I've done it...I'm known for it. But there comes a point where I can't be bothered anymore. I honestly can't. It doesn't mean I'm going to be down right bitchy coz even that takes effort, it doesn't mean I'm going to automatically break ties because that takes effort, it'll come when it comes.
I have my own problems and I can't afford hanging around people who don't understand that. There are those who have remained constant my whole life, and its those people who I want around me...
It hurts when I have friends who don't like my other friends, because my best friends are those who mould me, you know who you are. It's those people that make me into what I am, who have impacted on my life. It doesn't have to be an effort to talk to them, I don't have to strain for conversations when 'm with them. I'll always try my best to be there for them you know? If they need me, I'm there because they're the type of people who won't use me. And for those who don't understand that, then I don't want you in my life. For those people where we only have one thing to talk about, I don't want you in my life. For those who pressure me into soemthing even though you know I am against it, I don't need you.
I'm a good person, I know I am. I have my moments, but seriously, if you knew the real me, I'm a good listener, I'm understanding, and I'm honestly not afraid to tell the truth. I've risked being banished when I tell the truth but I do, not out of spite, but because I love you.
Posted by Kat at May 13, 2004 04:20 PM
