May 19, 2004 || Missin u
I haven't been on the net alot...actually thats not true...I have been on the net just not for social reasons...yes...it has happened...ive become studious. I'm quite proud of myself because it's something I've always aimed at doing but haven't achieved because of certain "sites" and "people". Not blaming them, without them I'd be another face in the crowd. Although it's sad I no longer chat much to the people who have impacted my life, there's a plus in all of this. I now spend time with things that should have always been my number one priority; such as my organ practices I have neglected but I have been blessed with more responsibility, and my family and friends here. And in terms of friends, I mean the best one out there, my girl Yardley. We're now back on our weekly chats on the phone, becoming increasingly daily, which will be soo bad for our phone bill, but I'm glad to have the time to talk to her heaps again. I mean for the longest time we only chatted once a week and that was when we were at church and Ruther was there hovering over us. But we're back to normal and closer then ever. I lvoe her. I know I mention it so many times, but I honestly could not picture my life without her, we link in so many different levels it's freaky as.
But I do miss my net friends, well not so much Julie since I still talk to her on the phone but my other ones, Kitty- who's always working when im on, or is too tired, I love you babe and take care of the little one. Steven - Damn I miss my boy like there was no tomorrow...I think it's been at least three weeks since I've spoken to him...I didn't even get to wish him a Happy Birthday over the net! Baibee I still love you! Gem - I know you're having probalems...I hope you sort them out ok, and even though I can't help you out, im still here. Morie- Ok now im certain I haven't tangoed with this girl for over a month, maybe even two...i mean I barely got to see her before and now she's become non-existent...its a travesty!
There are so many others...Chloe- I only see from time to time, Heather- I know she still out there via FB, Jen- Started getting real friendly with this girl and she's gone AWOL, Jade- Same with this chicka! And everyone else! It sucks...but I guess if they can move on with their lives...I sure as hell can!
Muah!
Posted by Kat at May 19, 2004 03:34 PM



Kat. 20. Saggo. Aussie/Filo. The Future Mrs. Daniel Radcliffe. Loves Harry Potter. Steven. Roswell. Online friends. Fanbolt. Blogging. Hates You! Muah!