June 17, 2004 || I LUV DAN!

Ok I seriously do...but you all know that...I mean look back at all my entries...it's been all about Dan. You know why? Because all of a sudden I have to PROVE my love for him. I mean I've been quietly adoring and worshipping the ground he walks on for so bloody long now...3 to 4 yrs now...and even though I've expressed it I've never blatantly told someone to back off...that's just not me...and shut up Yards...and now I do? I'm possessively holding onto him with every fiber in my body...have I been THAT girl? That annoying-squealing-whinny-teeny-bopper-girl that I would normally laugh at and ridicule?
I HATE that girl!
Honestly...I thought I was over the obssessive phenomenon with Hanson...I was a passive DC fan and I was a crazy ROSWELL fan and I thought I'd reached my limit of obsession with Jason Behr but NOOOOOO...I have sunken to a whole different level where Orcs and Dementors live...trying to make everyone back off my man!
It's madness.
Utter pure madness!
I mean on FB...I THINK I was the number ONE Daniel fan...I mean people knew it, respected it and crap...but no-one ever challeneged me. So I never really had to pronounce it or justify myself.
Now Chelsea...I adore her! I really do! I think she's really cute and fun and a great person to spar with but she's open me up to a whole other world where there are millions or at least thousands of Daniel fans...and because of her I've finally gotten off my ass and joined some Daniel fansite forums and I was overwhelmed by the obsession some of these girls go through. I'm no longer lonely in my obsession but then again I have to share him which sucks. But it's a great reality check and maybe might give me a chance to focus on other "fish" of the sea. But at the moment and I know for a few more years my heart (in terms of my obsessive heart) belongs to Daniel!

Posted by Kat at June 17, 2004 05:02 PM

Comments

Posted by: Gem at June 21, 2004 07:39 AM

Aww sweetheart :)

I know its hard.. I saw some pics of Drew and some girl like a year ago and I was like hey! As though he would wait for me for 24 years even though I'd have no chance and he's never met me and he's like a whole different level :)

But Dan would so love you if he knew you... Those other fans... Pft, they have nothing on you darling :)

Posted by: chelsea at June 23, 2004 04:32 AM

KAT! i LUV YOU! ahh.. well.. you know i love and worship dan.. hes my baby... well were having fun fighting for him.. i swear we are the 2 hugest fans in the universe.. even if you are dans sloppy seconds.. :).. jkjk.. well, sort of!

--chels

Posted by: Kat at June 23, 2004 05:33 PM

Sloppy seconds...uh uh babe...dont go there!
I lvoe you too!
Friends?

Posted by: chelsea at June 24, 2004 02:13 AM

haha friends! woot.. i am sorta wierded how anj has us both mrs daniel radcliffe.... isnt that illegal?

u can be mrs harry potter.. us dans mine