October 20, 2004 || Stress Head!

Argh! 3.5 weeks left of Uni and I'm completely pissing in my pants from the stress of it all. I mean it's come to the point that I need this stress to get through my work...which isn't good because everything I do is now a half-ass effort. On top of it all I'm neglecting the basic human needs; food and sleep.
I'm beginning to wonder if it's worth killing my body with coffee and sugar to become a teacher. I mean I'm craving the day I graduate and make my own way through this big bad world, I'm excited about it all...but the journey there is going to kill me first.
V. much love mum who hasn't been on my back for being lazy in house work duties, she knows the mental instability I am in at the moment and how this is the time I usually have really bad breakdowns.
V. loving of Fanbolt and Fanforum which relieves the stress to an extent and makes me think of other things other than Psychology, Time/Space theories and finishing off my freaken "novel".
Loving my supportive friend network here as well...their stress is great because it shows that I'm not the only one having to suffer through masses of theoretical journals and textbooks. I like helping them out as well...which I tried to do yesterday with Carlotta. I am soo meant to be a teacher, helping others before I help myself. Giving advice and tips. Feel v. much like Bridget Jones, helping out her friends despite all the crap she lives with.
Hmmm...better go back to work.
P.S. Thanks Gem for the SMS...bad timing, but I could always use a wake-up call at 4am...Muah! Love ya!

Posted by Kat at October 20, 2004 12:33 PM

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Posted by: Kitty at October 28, 2004 02:51 PM

Awwww 4 am text messages are always fun :). Hun I hope you become less stressed soon. I know you will do great in school. So good luck hunni ;)